I love Eric. I can't live without him. Can I? Sometimes, I think he's the only one who understands me, the only person I have in this world. Other times, it's like I don't know how to deal with him. Why does he have to fight me on this?
It's only for four weeks.
But then again, I guess I shouldn't be surprised. He was never in favor of me doing anything without him.
It's just not fair.
If our relationship ends, do I move on? Start over on my own...I don't know if I know how to do that. I can't believe I've been leaning on him for so long. I NEED him. Why can't he need me?