I used to use this as an outlet to whine or complain or both, because I felt overwhelmed. Gosh so much has changed since then. It's not like now I'm blissfully content and I don't need to spill my guts out in print anymore. Sometimes I think something and I feel like I should write it down, but not before I get caught up in how fast life moves by and how quickly I knock out when I need to stay awake and how much it sucks that I can't fall asleep when I desperately need to sleep.