so....Friday was fun. =] oh my gosh...what am I doing? I'm starting to fall...pretty hard. and I'm not supposed to. oh great. I think I'm about to enter some pretty dangerous territory. I'm still no wiser than I was as a teenager. Will I ever grow up? I guess not. haha
I don't think I need another roller coaster ride right now, although I'd love to be at a theme park right now. aaagggghhhh what am I DOING??? I feel loopy haha. I also feel like I don't ever want to put myself in a situation where I could potentially get hurt, EVER AGAIN, because I am a coward.
so I've been so scared of getting hurt that I forgot that I don't want to do any of the hurting.
a couple of things I've noticed. When we're young, like REALLY young, we don't want to stand out. Being different is sort of scary. What will people think? Who wants to go to school thinking people can see your quirks and talk about them behind your back? As we grow up, we know better. Blending in really gets you nowhere. That's how I feel with this job-search process. I need an edge, something to make me stand out. I'm so impatient. I want to get my life started already. PRONTO!
Aside from that thought, there are some people who just never grow out of their juvenile phase, *ahem* my parentals...my BOSS ugh. momma was mad at me so she passive-aggressively walked around me to get a napkin...just 1 napkin, none for anyone else...yeah, real mature. *rolls eyes* boss lady thinks she's being tough by threatening to take away the fridge. WHATEVER. that is SO lame.
When I get home tomorrow, time to wipe this OS with a new one.
Ok, here ends my random and somewhat cryptic post. haha
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